Fake

i've been told many times that it doesn't pay to be nice but i guess i'll never really take it seriously until i've been proven that it really doesn't pay to be nice.

and i don't have to wait no more because i've been proven that yes, it's true that sometimes it just doesn't pay to be nice. what's the point of being nice when you're going to be deemed as fake? i think it's so freaking hard to please people these days. when you're nice- you'd automatically be deemed as fake. but when you're nasty- you'd be deemed as a bitch. so what, what else do i have to do? i hate how i let such unworthy things and people affect me sometimes but tell me, wouldn't you feel like shit to know that you've been labelled as fake/bitch or anything negative? isn't it normal to feel upset? i am a human being after all and i'm someone who has feelings, too. yes it's indeed times like these i wish i was as ignorant as... idk whoever but even the most ignorant person would still feel a tinge of sadness, yes?

i don't wanna try or even attempt to please anyone anymore, and i am going to learn to be one hell of an ignorant person. this is so damn frustrating

and it's 3:50pm and i have no idea where's my UT venue well done Angie