Wednesday morning

It's a cold Wednesday morning, I'm on 168 and I can barely see what's happening on the road because of the really condensed window. Everyone on the bus is probably either making their way to school or to work...

Sitting directly opposite me is this lady in a mustard blouse, a bandage skirt and carrying a Kate Spade bag. She looks like she's in her late twenties so I'm guessing she's probably an office lady. I wonder what she does for living...

Sitting next to me is a guy who probably studies in the same school as me. I've seen him on 168 a couple of times. He's sitting really soundly now, must have been a rough week for him. I sat next to him one of the days last week and I saw him fidgeting w his new HTC phone. He probably got it as a birthday present or just decided to get one.. Maybe cause his previous died on him. Hmm I wonder.

Standing at my 2 o'clock is this young lady, carrying a black Longchamp bag on her right shoulder and a black laptop case on her right arm. I'm guess she isn't really a colourful person the only bright colour she has w her is her iPhone pink cover. Sounds like me except that I'm not decked in all black today. I looked into her eyes and a tinge of sadness overwhelms me. She's tearing... Is she alright? Did she just quarrel with her boyfriend or even parents? Did someone she holds dear to her heart disappoint her? Or did she have a rough night/morning? I wonder but nevertheless, I truly hope she's fine.

It's 7:40am, my bus just drove past a golf range and the first thing that came into my mind was N. Exactly a year ago, I remember I was still quite sour and upset with the fact that things didn't turn out the way we wanted it to. We were (and probably still are) two different people. You had your commitments and I wasn't independent enough. I've no idea how you're doing and which part of the world are you in right now but I really hope things are doing well on your side. You're someone who would work hard for the things you want and I've never met anyone as independent as you are and sometimes I secretly admire you. You taught me how we have to fight for the things we want and how we have to keep working hard because it'll pay off- you taught me that and I'll never, ever in my life forget that. Thank you, N.

7:47am, I'm at the bus stop opposite SSP and boy do I miss ssp so so much. The friends I made in school, the teachers I met, the competitors, the boarding staffs, the aunties who served us, the cooks who cooked for us, the cleaners that always ensure our school is clean and the memories I created w all these people will never be replaced. Such good memories that I'll keep with me until the day I lie in my coffin.

7:50am- reached destination. I hope everyone has a great Wednesday. It's okay if it isn't because tomorrow it'll get better and if it doesn't then just keep telling yourself that because things eventually do get better :) it won't be stormy forever X